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I've always had this thought that pops into my head from time to time, screaming, "You will never amount to anything." It is so loud. A lot of times, it is louder than whatever reality I will be facing. I could be graduating, and the thought will just be like, "Nah, the economy is bad, you can't get a job." I could be having the best day of my life, and suddenly, in my head, "Do you realise that you're unemployed? Why are you so happy?" I could be enjoying time with family, and all of a sudden, " You're that one person in your family who won't make it." I know it sounds bad. That's because it's bad. Such negativity. You know how we introverts love to stay in our heads? Imagine spending time in a head that has such thoughts. Holding your breath every time you're happy because obviously it can't last coz you're not that person who has good things happen to them. Having your happy bubble burst all the time be...
